its amazing how things can change in an instant.
its amazing how fast you can loose your closest friend, how easy it is to give up.
its astonishing how the words 'I don't have feelings for you anymore' can change everything.
a relationship, a friendship, a school year, my life - forever.

God, I'm glad you don't give up on me like everyone else does.
God, I hope your looking out for me, cause no one else is.

I don't understand how something that ended before it started, can make me feel so empty, hollow, dead.
I don't want to think about the time you said you couldn't stand the thought of losing me.
I don't want to think about how you said you'd never give up on me.
But there it is. Glaring at me. Mocking me, like a slap in the face.

I can't stand to see you happy when every moment is agony and misery for me.

I'd like to live my life and move on, but the physical pain inside me won't let me forget.
Tearing at me, clawing at me, trying to break free, escape from this hollow shell.

I poured my life in a glass, to get it splashed back in my face.
God help me pick up the pieces, they just run through my fingers.